BFFs

what happened to the F in BFF,
and what about the B,
just another letter to kick to the trash?
for F to stand alone.

as i lay around thinking,
BFFs, yah right.
nothing is forever,
or at least thats what it turned out to be.

promises are made,
to be broken,
rarely are they kept,
only if you really care.

and when you care about one single word,
againist a BFF,
then you arent really BFFs,
not even even Fs.

i just wanted to say,
i didn't deserve what you did,
and i was wrong,
but so were you.

The One

We started strong,
Throughout the year,
We added another,
We were the fab 4.

I didn't like this girl,
And we "fought" constantly,
But we never fought,
We were still friends.

The next year,
Me and you were just friends,
But with this other girl,
I spent the year with.

The next year,
One went away,
Then after that,
Our friendship vanished.

We started back up,
But only gradually,
But then my impatience,
Kept stopping the process.

Yes I may have said,
Some stupid things,
All I have to say is,
Don't be hatin' and,

I MISS YOU,
The old you,
The one that,
Would help me when I was crying,
Be there for me,
THE one.

Heartache

The sky grows dark,
My mind shuts off,
My heart stops pumping,
My headache has stopped.

I awake in a strange place,
Puffy, white clouds extend to the sea,
People in white with bright smiles,
Look at me, understandingly.

I stumble around,
With a frown plastered onto my face,
My headache has stopped,
But my heartache has not.

Everyday

Here or there,
It's everywhere,
Up or down,
It's all aroun'.

Mine was simple,
It's all you,
I love you,
More and More.

Everyday.

Failed Expectations

You come to me,
Proud as can be,
But all I can say is,
I'm sorry.

I'm sorry I let you down,
I'm sorry I failed you,
I'm sorry I did this,
I'm sorry.

You expectations weren't grand,
Just a simple "A",
Was all you wanted,
I'm sorry.

Your forlorn face,
Makes me burst into tears,
And all I can say is,
I'm sorry.

Still

You betray me,
Make me an outsider,
I say it's over,
And you pause,
Then say Why?

I simply don't answer,
And you wonder for weeks,
But there's a simple secret,
I'm still in love with you.

Gone Forever

I hear his name,
My heart beats,
Faster and faster,
It almost skips a beat.

Then I hear the news,
I get shot back to reality,
And I realize that this event,
Will change my life.

Now he's gone,
Gone forever,
My love seems to have,
Left with him.

Love song

i'm searching for Love,
True Love that is,
it's a rollercoaster ride,
up and down and all around.

you look me in the eyes,
i catch a Glimpse of Heaven,
we share a laugh,
we smile brightly.

i just want to say,
one thing,
your Smile makes my Heart sing,
another Love song.

Dream

(n) an escape, a white fluffy cloud, or a dark nothing nothingness.

Together

We used to cling,
Cry in each others arms,
Share deep secrets,
And laugh through the night.

But then one day,
I was in a fight,
You took the others side,
And we split apart.

I came home in tears,
Almost every day,
Went to a shrink,
Trying to understand.

I just wanted to ask,
What did I do?
Why did you go against me?
And have a simple answer.

We started up again,
A little later,
But nothing could make up,
For that lost time.

You have your own problems,
And I have mine,
But i just ask,
The we solve them together.

Ode to Middle School

I blend with the crowd,
But I don't exactly flow,
I feel so different,
Where should i go?

If I dont fit belong here,
I will never belong there,
My heart's in shreds,
Of another days despair.

I just want to "fit in,"
Be in "normality,"
But unfortunately,
That's not part of my personality.



To my bf in art =]

Date of Discovery

(Translated to the 2008 written language)

Dear Frank,
It is March of 3038.
Excavation Site: the large connected area.

My cornekel(boss) is named Rennchlozzy. We discovered "The Peach State" today. This excavation was one of the last in the "United States" discovery. So far we have noticed that girls drew connected tear dropletts() everywhere and odd mechanism were used for communication. Myspaces as they were called seemed to be like fungly (drugs! hehe), addictive and obsessive. Boys and girls wrote "love songs"as they were called, of course we would call them "Megetro Faricole" now a days. These songs consisted of sorries and statements of goodbyes and so on, but I don't understand one thing-- Yuremys(marriages) are arranged now, but then they were not what a shame. They were so stupid back then about such things. Fate is fate (but now your parents help decide your fate). They should learn from their obvious mistakes, love freely (without great fretlisky-- kinda like specicificism-- be happy, and hold their head up high.



Marial (Sincerely),
Sofira Meguraona Torimily



PS 3038 language version soon to come.

Reincarnation

I hear a dog bark,
My simple breathing pierces the night air,
It's the dead of the night,
Peaceful and eerie.

My soft pillow,
Stifles my cries,
But I want them to be heard,
To be helped and nurtured.

Then a beautiful, striking sky arises from nowhere,
And my cries seem to have been heard,
I seem to have been cared for,
The dead of night has reincarnated.

The Hole in My Heart

You say your leaving,
I say I'll miss you,
But then I say I like you,
And you love another.

Words cannot describe what I'm feeling,
Sorrow, Loneliness, Idiotism.
Nothing can compare,
To the hole in my heart.

Finally

I'm finally free,
Of all the expectations,
From all the needs,
I'm free to fly.

I'm finally alive,
To do as I please,
To do what I want,
To run away from expectations.

I'm finally done,
With you I was trapped,
Now I'm free, alive, and done with you,
It finally came.