My Life

This song im working on.

Round, and round, and round, and round,
Round, and round, and round, and round.

My life's spinnin' all around,
It has it's ups and downs,
I don't know what to do with myself.

Backstabbers and those liars,
Why do they even exist,
They are just a downfall in this society.

My life's spinnin' all around,
These people surround me daily,
I don't know what to do with them.

All thats good has long been dead,
It died with innocence and purity,
And now all that's left is wickedness.
(Verse written mostly by Ivan)

My Second Ode to Middle School

i've struggled through all the changes,
all the ups and downs,
all the bs and love,
and all the crap you put me through.

now i'm leaving,
u will be left behing,
a fragment of my mind,
not even a memory.

i will remember the good times,
but the people will not be there,
i just want to say good bye middle school,
once and for all.

my shattered dreams

my dreams,
were high and great,
my expectations,
were just as well.

i have searched in every corner,
found my place,
but then got shot back to reality,
and all i saw...

was my shattered dreams.

my place

i was supposed to reach the sky,
never look back,
do the best i can,
never fall back.

all i have reached is a deep trench,
i've looked back and regretted it,
i've given up,
and i still keep falling further and further.

i was supposed to,
do whatever i wanted,
reach my dreams,
i wish that had happened.

but one bad thing happened after another,
but i guess that was supposed to happen,
because god doesn't give us obstacles,
for no reason.

obstacles give us character,
said a brave man that fought for his country,
i cling to the kingdom of god,
searching for my destiny.

i thought my destiny,
was where i could never hurt,
i would be loved,
and i had the courage to stand.

but that place was taken away,
by these obstacles,
so im searching again,
i hope i find my place.

A Song By Someone I Know

I’m falling off a cliff right now
But no ones there to save me
I’m falling into something unknown
That’s making me delusional

What’s all this talk about you and me
How can I feel you when I’m falling through air
I see your face and try to reach it
But somehow it’s just a mirage in the distance

There may be someone else with me
Has that ever crossed your mind
He might be there for me everyday
But I’m probably wishing my life away

I’m still falling through this long descend
I don’t think it will ever end
Feeling weightless is sort of nice
Since stress can’t bear me down

My mind is splitting into two
It’s been like that since I met you
Maybe I should just let you go
I don’t know if you want me to though

Gravity is swelling in my body again
And my heart bursts open to find you again
We probably won’t see each other anymore
But here is my message for you to explore

Whenever you feel like you need me again
When you’re heart is yearning for some passion
Just jump off that cliff and I’ll be waiting there for you
And together, we can be weightless…