longings and a light.

hidden longings
waiting to come out,
hidden longings
suppressed by the world.

a light in my heart,
living in a cold dark place,
you call it hope,
i call it stupid.

not.

feigning happiness,
letting the sadness,
build up inside me.

i try not,
to let it out,
but it overcomes me.

im too weak,
to live in this world.

ive been told,
you dont look happy,
are you okay?

no, im not.

for you.

i cry for your safety,
i cry for your smile,
i cry for your broken self,
i cry to see you again.

youre locked away somewhere,
but we love you,
she loves you,
your friends love you.

i hope you sleep,
through the night,
because i cant,
i need to see your face,
your smiling face.
that would always put a smile on mine.

the game.

i know your lies,
i do, i do,
but your name still puts a smile,
on my face all day.

i know its the way you are,
but its okay, i can take it,
youll never know,
i can play that game too.

smiley smiley winkky dink.