it depends on you

we got a little closer,
we took some laughs,
but in the end,
you didnt care.

well,
im not that girl,
who hangs around forever,
so make up your mind.

im sick of waiting around,
im over you,
don't need you,
but if you're there,
i won't complain.

i won't complain,
if your mine,
someone else's,
or no one's,
i just want you close.

im sorry,
but thats what i want,
but it all depends on you.

i miss you

i cant stand,
ignoring you,
being without you.

i see you looking,
but u quickly look away,
but i keep starring cuz im falling for you.

everyone tells me not to,
they think its stupid,
i just don't know.

i want you to be with me,
i need you,
and i want you.

i don't know why,
and i don't know how,
but i really need you.

in case you've started to care,
i just wanted to say,
i miss you.

me without you

i can help but to cry,
over the memories,
i love you so,
and you loved me back.

but i was to late to respond,
and your love began to fade,
and mine went all the stronger.

and now,
all thats left is,
me without you.

i will not fear

weird feelings growing,
overflowing,
pouring out my soul,
but thats not my goal.

i dont want to be this girl,
that cries so much her vision's a swirl.
i dont want to grieve and mope,
but i find it hard to hope.

but in the end,
i will be amend,
sooner or later,
ill be the greater.

so i will stand up even in fear,
and not be a scared deer,
in the headlights,
but fly up to great heights.