Change.

If I could go back,
You know that I would,
To change everything,
And know that I could.

If I could go back,
That would be so great,
So I wouldn't have to cry,
Night after night.

Those tears that run,
they stream down your face,
you cant stop them though,
you wish that you could.

I'll be the one,
I want to be,
To change everything,
So I'll live free.

It would be so great,
If I could go back,
To change everything,
So life wouldn't crack.

It feels so weird,
To look on the past,
And know what I should,
Should have done.

If I could go back,
You know that I would,
To change everything,
And know that I could.

If I could go back,
That would be so great,
So I wouldn't have to cry,
Night after night.

Those tears that run,
they stream down your face,
you cant stop them though,
you wish that you could.

Those stupid shows,
That show you a way,
A way of life to get,
You'll go crazy.

It pains me to say,
Life will not change,
But I will hope,
Till end the end of my days.

And maybe one day,
When the good are rescued,
I will remember,
The days of the past.

If I could go back,
You know that I would,
To change everything,
And know that I could.

If I could go back,
That would be so great,
So I wouldn't have to cry,
Night after night.

Those tears that run,
they stream down your face,
you cant stop them though,
you wish that you could.

Those days of the past,
They so blissful,
Like Christmas Day...
Day after day.

I had no cares,
or responsibility,
It was so wonderful,
While it lasted.

Then that one day,
that shattered it all,
It changed me,
For the good and the bad...

If I go back,
You know that I would...


My First Song

tears

those tears,
they stream down your face,
you cant stop them,
though you wish you could.

they do nothing,
but stall time,
until you figure out,
what to do.

they don't help,
make you feel better,
or figure out anything for you,
all they do is stall time.

its sad

don't you hate,
those movies and shows,
that contradict life,
that have a perfect ending.

they paint,
an impossible picture in your head,
to be crushed by todays society,
to crush our dreams.

they eventually send tears,
down that face,
that should not have felt sadness,
for many more years.

its sad to feel,
your life will never,
be the way,
you want it to be.

deep breath

in your life,
when everything is coming down,
its nice to sit at the top of the world,
and watch everything.

you still there,
watch the stars,
and think,
about everything.

everything,
seems to be fine,
until you climb down,
and see the chaos.

and the only thing,
you can do,
in take a deep breath,
and work through it.

someone

i need someone,
someone to talk to,
some i can walk with in the halls,
without feeling awkward.

i need a friend,
to talk to everyday,
when im feeling sad,
or happy.

i need someone,
i can rely on,
i can tell everything to,
i need a friend.

ledge

i feel like im on a ledge,
i have two choices,
to stay safe inside,
or to take the plunge and fall.

my life has been safe so far,
but i want more,
i want to take that plunge,
but that takes a lot,
and i don't know if im up to it.

i dont know,
if its the right thing to do,
the wrong thing to do,
the only thing to do.

i dont know anymore,
i want to take that plunge,
and fall,
but i once again remain on the ledge.

myself

the stars,
that light my path,
lighten my face,
when i don't know what to do.

they help me make a choice,
when i'm walking my lonely road,
trying to figure out,
who i am supposed to be.

the stars,
light my face,
when the tears,
stream down my face.

im trying to find,
myself,
who i am,
who im supposed to be...

im trying to find myself.

love you more

the sand under my feet,
the sun slowly setting,
the waves quietly crashing,
could do nothing but remind me of you.

all those love stories,
in movies,
and tv shows,
remind me that i love you.

your dark hair,
your beautiful eyes,
you smiling face,
kills me everyday.

i dont know why,
i love you more everyday,
through everything that has happened,
i still love you more.