8.22.15 to forget

a simple way of being- eradicated,
small false hope- rapidly extinguished.

dreading every breath while
entering a realm of unreal memoirs
alone and reaching for any
damn piece of rationality.

anyone hear me?
silent screams for liberation?

mend my twisted heart.
end this stupid desire.

a smile is the most beautiful illusion

amidst a laugh a frown betrays,
the design her fragile mind unfoils.