you can believe, believe completely.

surrounded,
just ignore it,
ignore it all,
i can help.

just stare into my eyes,
tell me what you're thinking,
and ill say whats
on my mind.

i cant believe,
that we cant do it,
feel like that,
it seems so easy.

like writing on paper,
with this sharpie,
it just flows,
and i hope we can too.

i think we can flow,
the truth will be
necessary,
but i already know so much.

in my mind,
you're all mapped out,
i can comprehend,
but you're hiding something.

we all are,
i just hope,
you can tell me,
and ill listen.

i always will,
it's not hard,
ill give you a hand,
believe me.

i want this,
i want to help,
not suddenly,
but completely.

next time, say it.

i feel like swearing,
until i cant breathe,
so i can't except,
the terrible things you've done.

the way i feel,
miserable to a much higher degree,
make me want,
to lay in bed all day not moving.

just understand,
you can change all that,
with one little word,
please say it next time.

afraid all help.

sleep deprived,
i lay here,
mind want something other than body,
im afraid.

im afraid,
of life and love,
and think about it frequently,
but thats all i can do.

all i can do,
is not very much.
but i do what i can,
and i hope it helps.

a warm love i embrace.

sweaters,
i embrace,
warm, comfortable,
beautiful.

it is the same,
as many others,
but unique,
in every way.

i like them,
in every color.
but one,
one i love.

can i do something that matters?

i sit,
i stare,
on this brick ledge,
i recline.

i think,
i obsess,
on this brick ledge,
action i can't do.

i sti here,
on this brick ledge,
and think,
about everything.

but i wish,
i could do,
something,
something that mattered.

the reality stone.

loving gestures,
i see everyday,
flowers or
a hand to hold.

conversations,
and hugs,
i see it.
i see it.

and the way i see it,
everything goes my way,
reality,
what i sigh i take.

reality,
not so moldable,
not so flexible,
set in stone.

help, be there.

for what,
may i ask,
shall you explain,
i do inquire.

i need to know,
perhaps i can help,
perhaps i cannot,
but its good to know.

either way,
i want to help,
let me please,
please, i beg.

i can do whatever,
if its what you need,
its good to know,
i can help.

just ask,
you know,
and i can show up,
i'll be there.

the death of one precious?

charge,
crush,
crackle,
kill?

not meant,
that,
it wasnt,
no.

tragedy,
terror,
tangled,
trash?

no, its precious,
it?
i mean he.
he is precious.

my friend, the truth is on the inside, ignore the lies.

that outer shall,
smiles and laughs,
black jackets,
i dont care.

inside,
im crying,
i need you,
but you're blind.

outside,
i stare,
simply gaze,
and your glance.

crosses over mine,
i pretend,
i wasnt staring,
but i was, i was.

the inner love,
it's true,
the need i have,
its true.

that tedious telephone.

ring ring,
who?
oh no,
ignore.

ring ring,
yes!
what should i say?
i can't.

ring ring,
not again!
go away!
ah!

ring ring,
hello?
i like you.
oh im sorry.

i didn't, no,
i didnt mean...
im sorry...
bye.

freshie my start.

dawn,
new day,
let's begin,
once more,
fresh start.

morning,
sleepy eyes,
awake?
definitely not.
fresh start.

noon,
ah a break,
laugh,
smile,
see.

afternoon,
almost over!
time,
go, go,
faster, faster!

night,
uncertainty,
it's charm,
it's better in the dark.
fresh start for love.

smile

i shall be here,
yes, i shall,
when you decide to turn,
i smile.

you shall,
we shall,
your eyes,
sparkling.

the clock runs,
faster, faster,
not enough time,
lets run!

run far!
where time,
don't hurry,
slow down, smile.

i wait, i need.

tick tock,
the door,
no,
the door.

is that...
no,
sigh,
the door.

wait,
dark hair,
dark eyes,
a smile.

wait,
i shall,
indeed,
i shall.

tick tock,
need,
i do,
him.

walk,
walk!
the door,
no.

the prisoner i am.

la la la la,
understand me,
no listening,
yes, i do so.

i do not care,
for no one does,
prison i'm in,
my own bedroom.

blinds closed tightly,
no light is on,
in darkness i
sit silently.

siletly, i
ponder on things,
things about you,
things about life.

alone, i sit,
in my prison,
i don't get up.
quietly sit.

in sadness, i write.

noone cares,
noone is here,
to care,
or help.

shrieking music,
a dirty room,
a silent pillow,
are here.

noone cares,
noone is here,
when the tears of my soul,
pour relentlessly.

not one word,
to help,
of care,
of love.

you aren't here,
but neither is,
anyone else,
blame i cannot.

but i still,
want you here,
holding my hand,
wiping my tears.

my tears,
that spill,
the Nile,
in flood season.

yes, it is bad,
how i feel,
it is bad,
indeed.

and the ear-piercing,
song gives me a headache,
i slowly fall, fall, fall,
fall asleep in sadness.

a person.

i wish i had,
someone,
someone to share,
these feelings with.

my sadness,
my joy,
my love,
to share.

that one person,
i could share,
it all with,
it all.

i need an outlet,
an input,
a loving gesture,
a caring hand.

stays my dream.

this dream i have,
so wild,
so scary,
so exciting.

i yearn for it,
think of it,
constantly,
frequently.

its an exciting dream,
and i see it often,
and imagine it,
beautiful and crazy.

one way i see this,
and i see you everyday,
and i smile,
and i laugh.

this one dream i have,
i keep so carefully,
but i will not do,
this dream.

for it requires you,
and the dream i have,
may not be returned,
so its stays my dream.

and i will try,
to keep this dream,
for as long as possible,
for my soul's sake.

for this dream i have,
i love so dearly,
keep so carefully,
stays my dream.