yearned to say.

the entire time,
i wanted to say i love you.

the entire time,
i pushed the thought away.

when we were on your couch,
watching tv,
when we were in your bed,
listening to the radio.

when you hugged me,
when you held my hand,
when you kissed me.

when we walked on the road,
when we sat in beat up chairs,
when we sent up smoke.

the entire time,
i wanted to say three words.

i love you.

now, i dont know what that means,
but i care, oh so much,
and i know you do too.

so i hope this is love,
did i mention i wanted to say i love you?