a blur of questions and thoughts.

who are you to trust,
when warned not to trust anyone?
how do you let anyone in,
with a mind set to doubt?

there's so much hate, there's so much love,
but even he has hope,
while the one he loved has heroin and lies.

i love you so,
ill be there for you,
ups or downs.

but can i trust you?
ill tell you about my past tomorrow,
or the next day.

real trust is so hard to come by,
real is so hard to come by.

you know i care,
do i love or am i in love?
what is love?
how do i trust someone i love?
how do you lie to someone you love?
too many questions for a sober heart and mind.
drained of emotions.
choppy and mismatched.