Friday, August 5, 2011

tired.

i wish you still smiled when you saw my face,
now its just expected,
i feel ordinary,
what happened to our forever?

long nights, awake, thinking of you,
i doubt i cross your mind so frequently,
i wish to rip my heart out,
and feel nothing, feel numb.

i just want to feel special,
is that too much to ask?
im tired of ordinary.
splash, drop, swirl.

im just tired,
i want to feel alive,
but instead,
ill feel nothing.

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